Josh
Three years ago I swore I wouldn't waste no time no matter the pressure
Because I realized that life is short
And time is precious
I promised I'd get it by any means, put myself in a position to help my loved ones through
But somewhere along the way I got lost
High off the juice
And here I am, turning my back on my kin to chase a front
For what?
Turning friends to enemies, trading real love for lust
How could I be so selfish
Money b**hes clout, this ain't what I'm about
None of this sh** make me a man
Boy ain't no love out here, the love is back home
But, there's a reason I left all alone
50% of them bitter, 40% doubt, and the other 10% well
I could barely live without
But the trust is gone
It's been too long since I reached out, I wonder if they still
Down
Cause I left Jersey and there's still devils all around
Ain't no amount of money could bring the love back
Just like, no amount of strength could flip the hour gla**
Take them holes out your chest and bring you back from the ash
I'm lost bruh, and I know you was too
Just give me some guidance from your bird's eye view