Josh Three years ago I swore I wouldn't waste no time no matter the pressure Because I realized that life is short And time is precious I promised I'd get it by any means, put myself in a position to help my loved ones through But somewhere along the way I got lost High off the juice And here I am, turning my back on my kin to chase a front For what? Turning friends to enemies, trading real love for lust How could I be so selfish Money b**hes clout, this ain't what I'm about None of this sh** make me a man Boy ain't no love out here, the love is back home But, there's a reason I left all alone 50% of them bitter, 40% doubt, and the other 10% well I could barely live without But the trust is gone It's been too long since I reached out, I wonder if they still Down Cause I left Jersey and there's still devils all around Ain't no amount of money could bring the love back Just like, no amount of strength could flip the hour gla** Take them holes out your chest and bring you back from the ash I'm lost bruh, and I know you was too Just give me some guidance from your bird's eye view