[Verse 1: Shiki]
I been on this music grind for a while
Kept it down for my imoutos
Cultivated my style
Tell people I'm satisfied really I'm in denial
The person I turly wanna be to wicked and vile
Man I ya'll hope you're listening now
Cause ya'll 'bout to get that real sh**
No hold bared, no censoring like raw dogging your lil' sis
That's implications of felony
These expectation weighing me down
Meanwhile I'm my woes beneath music
These sounds keep me sane, but is that really something new
Succumbing to depression in attempts to find the truth
Need imouto-chans kiss that help me out this dark abyss
As I went to slit my wrist someone they came and told me this
[Chorus: NZY Marcus]
I'm positive the sun will shine, tomorrow baby
You never know what the future holds or throws us
You make me shine when the lights out
I can see the path that I mapped out
You picked me up when I was down and I thank you for it
What would I do without you (x2)
[Verse 2: Shiki]
What would I do without my fans
What would I do without my love
What would I do without my faith in the almighty god thats up above
Looking down on a siscon sinning
Still I'm blessed man
[?] my life's mission is to do something different, and to be someone different
Frequently attack my faith
In the eyes of my peers, embedded hate
I'm great every night, but my past mistakes
If I could take a knife to my f**ing face
But I don't want ot be declined the perly gates
Ain't that a b**h
Swear depression k**s me every night
I'm brought back everyday like Lazarus
And that's cancerous to my soul
sh** I'm barley over twenty years old
Still this like has lead me to misanthropy
Worlds expectations like canopies looming over me
Too high to reach
Standards obscured, can not meet
Just see leechers on my twitter feed
Never helpful in my time of need
Drop that song [?] k** me
n***as say we want more of this
Well this is it, not so glamorous
Just the ideals of a misanthropist
And that's crazy sh** I don't let it out
Keep it positive, ya'll see the doubt
[?] just bleed it out
MNS don't know about all the pain within this n***a
How my heart has been disfigured
How my positive demeanor has been withered down to a sliver
By these b**hes, by these n***as
All I want my little sister
She said I been looking sicker I looked back and told her
[Chorus]