[Verse: Sevin]
Wanna know what's heaven to me? huh, check it
It's lovin' myself and the fact that I'm still breathin'
Knowin' my brother's gone but before long i will see him
And it's... peacefully sleepin' when I close my eyes
Aside from seein' ghostly nightmares of those who died (somebody help me)
And it's not being terrified of a dysfunctional marriage life
And having the ability to provide for my wife
And it's not havin' thoughts about k**in my seed
So he don't grow up feelin' like me
And it's never blowin' bongs, drinkin' vodka or takin' a vow
Just for the sake of me fakin' a smile
It's the trust between homies without ever watchin' my back (who's there?)
Fallin' asleep without co*kin' my gat
Bein' unfamiliar with incarceration and flyin' a kite
And not thinkin' that i'm dyin tonight
And not wishin' my brother was still here because i held him so seldom
Lookin at my father not thinkin' i felled him
It's writin' for hours without the block the stress has induced
And not feelin' like my neck's in a noose
And it's praisin' my father in heaven
Stuck in his presence i'm singin' worship
…And we prove that the sacrifice is worth it
A world without hate, where we'll all be concerned with each other
Where the wicked come to Christ without burnin forever
Where the children ain't abused and escape all this hurt
And hypocrites ain't attendin' the church
Where the party's crackin' all night without gang rapes and gunshots
And justice will be served on these murderin' cops
Where we police our own block, call our own shots
…k** the media and think our own thoughts
Somewhere where we can all have the finance and responsibility
To achieve to the best of our abilities
And a place where we can all find joy in the midst of despair
Instead of stuck here... wishing we're there
That's heaven to me
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