Sevin - What's Heaven lyrics

[Verse: Sevin] Wanna know what's heaven to me? huh, check it It's lovin' myself and the fact that I'm still breathin' Knowin' my brother's gone but before long i will see him And it's... peacefully sleepin' when I close my eyes Aside from seein' ghostly nightmares of those who died (somebody help me) And it's not being terrified of a dysfunctional marriage life And having the ability to provide for my wife And it's not havin' thoughts about k**in my seed So he don't grow up feelin' like me And it's never blowin' bongs, drinkin' vodka or takin' a vow Just for the sake of me fakin' a smile It's the trust between homies without ever watchin' my back (who's there?) Fallin' asleep without co*kin' my gat Bein' unfamiliar with incarceration and flyin' a kite And not thinkin' that i'm dyin tonight And not wishin' my brother was still here because i held him so seldom Lookin at my father not thinkin' i felled him It's writin' for hours without the block the stress has induced And not feelin' like my neck's in a noose And it's praisin' my father in heaven Stuck in his presence i'm singin' worship …And we prove that the sacrifice is worth it A world without hate, where we'll all be concerned with each other Where the wicked come to Christ without burnin forever Where the children ain't abused and escape all this hurt And hypocrites ain't attendin' the church Where the party's crackin' all night without gang rapes and gunshots And justice will be served on these murderin' cops Where we police our own block, call our own shots …k** the media and think our own thoughts Somewhere where we can all have the finance and responsibility To achieve to the best of our abilities And a place where we can all find joy in the midst of despair Instead of stuck here... wishing we're there That's heaven to me Real talk