[intro: serious]
I've been gone for a while had to pull myself out of it
Check it lets go l'ego
[Verse 1: Serious]
7th grade
Didn't plan to fade away
I got some consequences
Didn't plan to get so weak
I didn't raise my fences
Didn't wanna let them play me
So i stayed put on the benches
They try to help fix me
But they don't have the right wrenches
People don't know what to do
People are just so confused
Paradise is just a ruse
You can't deal with my short fuse
I'm blowing up at you i'm thinking bout some things to do
Tryna figure out who i am the thoughts in my head
Don't wanna end up dead the cops say sorry to my dad i got the crazy thoughts bad i'm like hopsin when hes mad shouting sorry to my fam i'm doing all that i can I've been surviving without a camp I've been becoming a new man
Got nightmares when i blink
I know that i'm just gonna shrink
Always skating on thin ice never see me at a rink
Life hit me in the face
Don't listen what they say
I've been gone for a while but no way i'm a disgrace
[Hook: Serious]
They held me back now all i have is slack
Not picking up grades are down
Lately rap i spit is wack ive been tryna get it in
But i think i'm running out of friends my real personality
Dead and I've been suspended more than twice since
Personality absence, personality absence, personality absence
Personality abs- so where he at, bring him back, where he at, bring him back, where he at, bring him back, where he at bring him back