Serious - E lyrics

[intro: serious] I've been gone for a while had to pull myself out of it Check it lets go l'ego [Verse 1: Serious] 7th grade Didn't plan to fade away I got some consequences Didn't plan to get so weak I didn't raise my fences Didn't wanna let them play me So i stayed put on the benches They try to help fix me But they don't have the right wrenches People don't know what to do People are just so confused Paradise is just a ruse You can't deal with my short fuse I'm blowing up at you i'm thinking bout some things to do Tryna figure out who i am the thoughts in my head Don't wanna end up dead the cops say sorry to my dad i got the crazy thoughts bad i'm like hopsin when hes mad shouting sorry to my fam i'm doing all that i can I've been surviving without a camp I've been becoming a new man Got nightmares when i blink I know that i'm just gonna shrink Always skating on thin ice never see me at a rink Life hit me in the face Don't listen what they say I've been gone for a while but no way i'm a disgrace [Hook: Serious] They held me back now all i have is slack Not picking up grades are down Lately rap i spit is wack ive been tryna get it in But i think i'm running out of friends my real personality Dead and I've been suspended more than twice since Personality absence, personality absence, personality absence Personality abs- so where he at, bring him back, where he at, bring him back, where he at, bring him back, where he at bring him back