(Verse 1)
Life is short but I'm living for these long nights
I've been drinking way too much I can't even talk right
Drunk texting all these girls that don't even love me back
Always feeling brokenhearted but I had enough of that
It's like these warm lonely nights are when my heart feels the coldest
Emotions running deep but I just choose not to show it
Cause when they know your weaknesses they use it against you
Purposely hurting you then tell you they never meant to
f** fake friends and that's the realest sh** I ever wrote
It's like to buy my way to Heaven I got to sell my soul
I'm living my life until the reaper pays me a visit
Cause there's a big difference between surviving and living
Some people are dying to live and others are living to die
But life is worth it, I promise, you just got to give it a try
I'm trying to drown my fears and k** all my demons
And night after night I'm praying to a God I don't think I believe in
(Hook)
I fall in love
Way too fast
At least I'm in a better place
(Bridge)
Have you ever wished you went back to being a kid again
Back to when everyone you met seemed so innocent
Now I don't know who to trust so I remain vigilant
Back to when alcahol used to hurt but now I'm sipping it
(Verse 2)
Wake up, and it's the same thing all over again
I wanna forget my problems so I keep pouring this gin
These drinks are like the truth yeah they're hard to swallow
I keep searching for peace in every single one of these bottles
My relationships with people are starting to sink
Washing my mixed emotions down with these mixed drinks
And I'm done looking for the girl with the gla** slipper
I used to chase women but nowadays I'm chasing liquor
Time flies my fifth grade crush is pregnant now
I thought before that I'd first see her in a wedding gown
But no disrespect she's going to be a wonderful mother
And to her baby please know that your mama loves ya
She's going to take real good care of ya cause I trust her
And tell your daddy I respect him like he's my own brother
Always rememebr that time waits for no man
So live life while you can, cause it goes on way too fast
(Hook)