(Verse 1) Life is short but I'm living for these long nights I've been drinking way too much I can't even talk right Drunk texting all these girls that don't even love me back Always feeling brokenhearted but I had enough of that It's like these warm lonely nights are when my heart feels the coldest Emotions running deep but I just choose not to show it Cause when they know your weaknesses they use it against you Purposely hurting you then tell you they never meant to f** fake friends and that's the realest sh** I ever wrote It's like to buy my way to Heaven I got to sell my soul I'm living my life until the reaper pays me a visit Cause there's a big difference between surviving and living Some people are dying to live and others are living to die But life is worth it, I promise, you just got to give it a try I'm trying to drown my fears and k** all my demons And night after night I'm praying to a God I don't think I believe in (Hook) I fall in love Way too fast At least I'm in a better place (Bridge) Have you ever wished you went back to being a kid again Back to when everyone you met seemed so innocent Now I don't know who to trust so I remain vigilant Back to when alcahol used to hurt but now I'm sipping it (Verse 2) Wake up, and it's the same thing all over again I wanna forget my problems so I keep pouring this gin These drinks are like the truth yeah they're hard to swallow I keep searching for peace in every single one of these bottles My relationships with people are starting to sink Washing my mixed emotions down with these mixed drinks And I'm done looking for the girl with the gla** slipper I used to chase women but nowadays I'm chasing liquor Time flies my fifth grade crush is pregnant now I thought before that I'd first see her in a wedding gown But no disrespect she's going to be a wonderful mother And to her baby please know that your mama loves ya She's going to take real good care of ya cause I trust her And tell your daddy I respect him like he's my own brother Always rememebr that time waits for no man So live life while you can, cause it goes on way too fast (Hook)