You say it doesn't matter but it does though
Tryna keep it together but it's real slow
I'm surrounded by people that I don't know
Ima step back from this fake show
Cause I'm so tired and I don't know
How to wake up from this night
Fair flow
That is my life
That's how I feel though
I can not react I can not feel whole
I can sleep but I wake up slow
Wishin' I could stay asleep and let it all go
I don't care anymore I really don't know
How this happened I was fine a couple months ago
I don't want this
She seems fine though
A sad script
I shoulda said no
People movin up I don't wanna grow
Ima make it stop on my own folk
She's still on the block
I'm over here counting ticks on the clock
Wonderin to myself why I tried so hard to stop
When I knew that I was done when I let the words drop
I love you
I said it
You were layin in my arms
The truest thing I ever said
And no attempt to charm
I will never take it back
You the girl that I dream about
When I let my guard down
Only then do I start to shout
And I fall to the floor because you're over it
And this song that I write it's for a nameless fear
I'm probably scarin you away pushin you to split
Cause I'm weak and I'm scared because I didn't commit