Keeping away, holding distance
Spending time all alone
Watch myself fall apart
Rot inside, drown in sweat
Need someone to bring me up
Or I will end up dead
I'll hurt myself, I'll reject you
I'll break and eat this gla**
The pain will prove that I'm alive
The blood will make me see
No reason, I got nothing
To accomplish or to gain
Never asked to take part
In this stupid, f**ed up game
Everything's meaningless
Hope I'll soon end up dead