Sayyadina - Dear Diary lyrics

Keeping away, holding distance Spending time all alone Watch myself fall apart Rot inside, drown in sweat Need someone to bring me up Or I will end up dead I'll hurt myself, I'll reject you I'll break and eat this gla** The pain will prove that I'm alive The blood will make me see No reason, I got nothing To accomplish or to gain Never asked to take part In this stupid, f**ed up game Everything's meaningless Hope I'll soon end up dead