Mind State of The Lost Maniac
[Verse 1: Welsh]
Take a trip into my mind & see what you could find
Tryna paint the picture but the only ones that can hear are blind
On the outside a strong man aligned but deep inside im confined & watch the world through a small window where i survive & try to shine
Walking on a short line counter clockwise
Walking backwards so I decided how to decide
Im just the soul reliving with the time
Im in the body with my 2 eyes & I can't see from behind
But if i turn around I'll be defined by something I could never divine
You hear all these voices & once you hear you recieve the pain
These voices are poison but theyre also helpful so it contradicts
If you're already ready you can't get ready, there's no need to predict
What if everything im sayin is just a lie & im truly bein nonsescript
Everywhere you go theres an angel & demon over your back
They fight & fight till one can attack
It either fights bad or fights good
One into the light & one into the black
Words are just words till you make the book
And goals are just goals till you do the task
Eyes are just eyes till you really look
And people are just people till u take off the mask
You can't bring back them days because today is the day
[Hook: Welsh]
Mind state of the lost maniac
[Verse 2: Welsh]
Nobody will ever be perfect so trying anything is worth it
But the days worsen
We all wanna succeed
Its not the blood thats seen
But the sweat & tears behind the screen
A dream will never reality if you can't make it happen
Some wanna say its the pa**ion im lacking
Im working to the max & they base it off their fake fact
In the depression im a happy kid behind the ugly scenary
I do this for myself
I just hope you can hear & see what it means to me
From you to me Ill never be what Im seen to be
I know im the best cause when I work too hard reality's a dream to me
One day i woke up & everything was obscene to me
Im not a saint but im not a demon
I dont need to be great, but a bad thing won't k** me
I search deep & I found the real me
Mind state of the lost maniac they'll never conceal me you hear me?
I know the real me
The scenary will always be mean to me but ill live through it, rather than live with it