Samuel - Mind State of the Lost Maniac lyrics

Mind State of The Lost Maniac [Verse 1: Welsh] Take a trip into my mind & see what you could find Tryna paint the picture but the only ones that can hear are blind On the outside a strong man aligned but deep inside im confined & watch the world through a small window where i survive & try to shine Walking on a short line counter clockwise Walking backwards so I decided how to decide Im just the soul reliving with the time Im in the body with my 2 eyes & I can't see from behind But if i turn around I'll be defined by something I could never divine You hear all these voices & once you hear you recieve the pain These voices are poison but theyre also helpful so it contradicts If you're already ready you can't get ready, there's no need to predict What if everything im sayin is just a lie & im truly bein nonsescript Everywhere you go theres an angel & demon over your back They fight & fight till one can attack It either fights bad or fights good One into the light & one into the black Words are just words till you make the book And goals are just goals till you do the task Eyes are just eyes till you really look And people are just people till u take off the mask You can't bring back them days because today is the day [Hook: Welsh] Mind state of the lost maniac [Verse 2: Welsh] Nobody will ever be perfect so trying anything is worth it But the days worsen We all wanna succeed Its not the blood thats seen But the sweat & tears behind the screen A dream will never reality if you can't make it happen Some wanna say its the pa**ion im lacking Im working to the max & they base it off their fake fact In the depression im a happy kid behind the ugly scenary I do this for myself I just hope you can hear & see what it means to me From you to me Ill never be what Im seen to be I know im the best cause when I work too hard reality's a dream to me One day i woke up & everything was obscene to me Im not a saint but im not a demon I dont need to be great, but a bad thing won't k** me I search deep & I found the real me Mind state of the lost maniac they'll never conceal me you hear me? I know the real me The scenary will always be mean to me but ill live through it, rather than live with it