[Intro]
Let me just, let me just call this fool up real quick. What's up? Haha. Nah, who is that about? It was about you. No for real, like, I'm not playing. I can't explain it, it's like, I just needed that in my life. And it was so f**ing hard for me to let go of that. Like you appear in my dreams and sh**. And it doesn't even help that you f**ing send me nudes like, f**ing nudes, b**h? What? I like see your sister walk down the stairs at school and I'm like, 'Well, where are you at?' You know, I can't let go of memories like that. I need you. You cool?
[Verse]
I locked I took I should've copped that
Left notes on the fridge for the mom, dad
I can't bare the essentials you gifted
Don't got to go to church to be lifted
Yeah I threw in my all like I pitched it
Pinning and pinches, laughing and misses
Bewildered, lonely and drifted if you paid attention
But you peeped the lyrics like Easter baskets
I apologize to surprise but I dropped hints
And I thought you mopped it, skipped to the mosh pit
Can't place all the blame for my own shame
I'm drained, rather be drowned or drunk, same thing
Taboo be your street name and your birth
How many more songs gotta written to disperse?
Like you did but it wasn't your fault
You could've told me to ease the fall
When you dipped in fall, you was my all
Wasn't no match up, they was too small
When is your a** gonna call?
I'm stuck in quick sand, grip grab
Everybody changing like an ATM
And I, I can no longer try
My friars fried, liars preaching lies
And I didn't write down no goodbyes
And I guess we meeting in next lifetime
And it's the wrong timing and lining
I'll keep flighting if I stop fighting
For one of kinds and the kindest
The right type is trying to not be
Hot headed like lights and my lights out
I'm on whereabouts, where your mind is
Cause you're all I really think about
And dreams about to be about
Can't be without
[Hook]
Wallowing in doubt for days and weeks
I'm surprised I ain't shoot out, ain't shoot out
My brains out, my brains out
My brains out, my brains out, my brains out
[Post-Hook]
Keep opening my snaps like I ain't seen your nudes before
Like I ain't seen your nudes before
I got photographic memory of that sh**
I took a screenshot, you will never know
[Outro]
Like you don't know how much even this conversation means to me. You don't know. Well I mean like, you know, like the song and this sh** right now feels like a f**ing confessional. But um, you just genuinely f**ing care and it's like I can't find that. You don't come across that any day and even that the fact we got as close as we did, for that to just like swoosh just out of here. I wasn't ready. I was caught off guard to be honest. Like what would you do? Put yourself in my shoes, if you even feel the same way, like. But um, I just wanted to check up. You know. That's the kind of person I am. But you could hit me up whenever. I'm down. Aight, I gotta go. Haha