[Intro] Let me just, let me just call this fool up real quick. What's up? Haha. Nah, who is that about? It was about you. No for real, like, I'm not playing. I can't explain it, it's like, I just needed that in my life. And it was so f**ing hard for me to let go of that. Like you appear in my dreams and sh**. And it doesn't even help that you f**ing send me nudes like, f**ing nudes, b**h? What? I like see your sister walk down the stairs at school and I'm like, 'Well, where are you at?' You know, I can't let go of memories like that. I need you. You cool? [Verse] I locked I took I should've copped that Left notes on the fridge for the mom, dad I can't bare the essentials you gifted Don't got to go to church to be lifted Yeah I threw in my all like I pitched it Pinning and pinches, laughing and misses Bewildered, lonely and drifted if you paid attention But you peeped the lyrics like Easter baskets I apologize to surprise but I dropped hints And I thought you mopped it, skipped to the mosh pit Can't place all the blame for my own shame I'm drained, rather be drowned or drunk, same thing Taboo be your street name and your birth How many more songs gotta written to disperse? Like you did but it wasn't your fault You could've told me to ease the fall When you dipped in fall, you was my all Wasn't no match up, they was too small When is your a** gonna call? I'm stuck in quick sand, grip grab Everybody changing like an ATM And I, I can no longer try My friars fried, liars preaching lies And I didn't write down no goodbyes And I guess we meeting in next lifetime And it's the wrong timing and lining I'll keep flighting if I stop fighting For one of kinds and the kindest The right type is trying to not be Hot headed like lights and my lights out I'm on whereabouts, where your mind is Cause you're all I really think about And dreams about to be about Can't be without [Hook] Wallowing in doubt for days and weeks I'm surprised I ain't shoot out, ain't shoot out My brains out, my brains out My brains out, my brains out, my brains out [Post-Hook] Keep opening my snaps like I ain't seen your nudes before Like I ain't seen your nudes before I got photographic memory of that sh** I took a screenshot, you will never know [Outro] Like you don't know how much even this conversation means to me. You don't know. Well I mean like, you know, like the song and this sh** right now feels like a f**ing confessional. But um, you just genuinely f**ing care and it's like I can't find that. You don't come across that any day and even that the fact we got as close as we did, for that to just like swoosh just out of here. I wasn't ready. I was caught off guard to be honest. Like what would you do? Put yourself in my shoes, if you even feel the same way, like. But um, I just wanted to check up. You know. That's the kind of person I am. But you could hit me up whenever. I'm down. Aight, I gotta go. Haha