Looking forward at the path ahead of me
All I can see
Is a crooked trail
Carved out of my frailty
I stand at the crossroads where my
Self doubt and insecurity meet
And I'm left to chose
Which one I'll let ruin me
Breathe life into my dreams
Cause these days just feel like every
Hope I had is decaying
I'm running out of purpose
And the will to find a new one
Revive my aspirations
Before I sink too far to save
I'm sinking too far to save
Living life in standstill
Is a state I wish I'd never grown to see
I used to fight the current
Now I'm just drifting out to sea
I don't know where it all went wrong
I don't know where I lost myself
Emptiness
I'll see you in my sleep
Sometimes I feel like
I'm not meant to fullfill anything more
Than an early grave
Waiting for me
Patiently
Wait for me, wait for me
My early f**ing grave
Wait for me, wait for me
I'll see you in my sleep
So I'll lie in wait
To be dragged out of this hole
And when I finally surface
At least then I'll know
There is a path that I can take
That doesn't lead me to my grave
But one that leads me to a
Beautiful eternity
My light has been fading
But I won't lose it all
I'll build a new life
From the ashes of this hell
I'll shut my eyes
And breathe life into my dreams
Aspiration
I'll see you in my sleep