Safehaven - Standstill lyrics

Looking forward at the path ahead of me All I can see Is a crooked trail Carved out of my frailty I stand at the crossroads where my Self doubt and insecurity meet And I'm left to chose Which one I'll let ruin me Breathe life into my dreams Cause these days just feel like every Hope I had is decaying I'm running out of purpose And the will to find a new one Revive my aspirations Before I sink too far to save I'm sinking too far to save Living life in standstill Is a state I wish I'd never grown to see I used to fight the current Now I'm just drifting out to sea I don't know where it all went wrong I don't know where I lost myself Emptiness I'll see you in my sleep Sometimes I feel like I'm not meant to fullfill anything more Than an early grave Waiting for me Patiently Wait for me, wait for me My early f**ing grave Wait for me, wait for me I'll see you in my sleep So I'll lie in wait To be dragged out of this hole And when I finally surface At least then I'll know There is a path that I can take That doesn't lead me to my grave But one that leads me to a Beautiful eternity My light has been fading But I won't lose it all I'll build a new life From the ashes of this hell I'll shut my eyes And breathe life into my dreams Aspiration I'll see you in my sleep