My grandma died a couple days ago this sh*ts been on my mind
Life is beautiful until the people all around you die
Now youre tryna talk to ghosts standing to your left and right
My grandfather died 2 weeks they told me he be fine
I couldnt see her for the final time her funerals tonight
I hope that woman knows i love her and ill keep her soul alive
Ive been out my head so long im tryna find some peace of mind
But when people die it gets hard to even realign
Crazy isnt it we lose pеople then appreciatе we livin
Thtas the sh*t that makes you sit back n then realize life is twisted
120 people die inside this life in a minute
I was told appreciate the ones around me and i didnt
Now their bodys in a coffin n its where theyre always sittin
I dont even know what i would say if to they graves i visit
Id apologize for everything i ever did n didnt
With my arms around their tombstones i would tell em that i miss em
Everyone inside my life that loved me i just pushed away
Thats the reason i got stuck inside my ways and never changed
We tendto only miss the sun when were walkin through the rain
Mac is always callin me tellin me ill see better days
I go manic and panic n ask if sh*t'll ever change
He was fu*kin with me when my distro checks were only change
Hes my brother but hes like a father to me in the strangest ways
The only one inside my life thats tryna help me find a way
My houses is lookin haunted cause these walls is what i talk to
Everyone around me always dies or they want to
It su*ks when someone dies but even more when they haunt you
But i dont need sympathy for the sh*t that ive gone through
Cause any situation presented ive always fought through
Me myself and i sometimes is all i got dude
Keep going life is beautiful youll see it soon you got to
Appreciate the ones around you cause we'll all be gone soon