SadBoyProlific - Walking Through The Rain lyrics

My grandma died a couple days ago this sh*ts been on my mind Life is beautiful until the people all around you die Now youre tryna talk to ghosts standing to your left and right My grandfather died 2 weeks they told me he be fine I couldnt see her for the final time her funerals tonight I hope that woman knows i love her and ill keep her soul alive Ive been out my head so long im tryna find some peace of mind But when people die it gets hard to even realign Crazy isnt it we lose pеople then appreciatе we livin Thtas the sh*t that makes you sit back n then realize life is twisted 120 people die inside this life in a minute I was told appreciate the ones around me and i didnt Now their bodys in a coffin n its where theyre always sittin I dont even know what i would say if to they graves i visit Id apologize for everything i ever did n didnt With my arms around their tombstones i would tell em that i miss em Everyone inside my life that loved me i just pushed away Thats the reason i got stuck inside my ways and never changed We tendto only miss the sun when were walkin through the rain Mac is always callin me tellin me ill see better days I go manic and panic n ask if sh*t'll ever change He was fu*kin with me when my distro checks were only change Hes my brother but hes like a father to me in the strangest ways The only one inside my life thats tryna help me find a way My houses is lookin haunted cause these walls is what i talk to Everyone around me always dies or they want to It su*ks when someone dies but even more when they haunt you But i dont need sympathy for the sh*t that ive gone through Cause any situation presented ive always fought through Me myself and i sometimes is all i got dude Keep going life is beautiful youll see it soon you got to Appreciate the ones around you cause we'll all be gone soon