[Ryshon Jones]
This be something that I made for you
You know who you are I ain't gotta say it's you
I swear that I was made for you
I wanna spend the day with you, lay with you, n' play with you
I say your smile be the sun to my clouds
And my grandma's down the hall, don't be too loud
Said we gon' play this Frank you got a ocean of your own
I'll be Scuba Steve the night I swear I love the way you moan
You b**hin' when I'm trynna get some pictures to my phone
I ain't trynna show the homies, just want 'em when I'm home
All alone and you gone
Snapshots give me flashbacks
Insecure about your a**, when you pa** I grab that
Laugh at how I impersonate you when you say my name
You say I'll be a man who*e if I get the fame
I laugh it off like,"girl re-hit the jane"
Even if I change my feelings for you will be the same
She said, "I know ya type, I know ya type
I know I ain't the only girl you like
I gotta way with curves, you got a way with words
But a hit n' quit is not what I deserve
n***a I'm worth more
You say you dig me and you want me you seem so sure
But I know you're-
Tellin' somebody else the same sh**
If you trynna be a f** buddy, you should call it quits
You don't know what I've been through
I been abused, got raped when I was one two
In front of my mom I screamed help, she didn't want to
And the abortions, I swear it's just one too-
Many to count, go head, let me down
If heart breaks is water then I'm bout to f**in' drown
With you I'm unsure
Tryin' not to get hurt, it just hurts more
And I know you got baggage
I can't get your heart cuz somebody else has it
Usin' me just to get over your last b**h
No I won't have it
I been here before and the ending was tragic
I been cheated on, I got beated on
My mom made me f** n***as just to keep a home
I'm trynna let down my guard, but n***as like you make it hard
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I should chill
When you tell me how you feel, n***a it better be real"