Ryshon Jones - Wordstogetvajayjay lyrics

[Ryshon Jones] This be something that I made for you You know who you are I ain't gotta say it's you I swear that I was made for you I wanna spend the day with you, lay with you, n' play with you I say your smile be the sun to my clouds And my grandma's down the hall, don't be too loud Said we gon' play this Frank you got a ocean of your own I'll be Scuba Steve the night I swear I love the way you moan You b**hin' when I'm trynna get some pictures to my phone I ain't trynna show the homies, just want 'em when I'm home All alone and you gone Snapshots give me flashbacks Insecure about your a**, when you pa** I grab that Laugh at how I impersonate you when you say my name You say I'll be a man who*e if I get the fame I laugh it off like,"girl re-hit the jane" Even if I change my feelings for you will be the same She said, "I know ya type, I know ya type I know I ain't the only girl you like I gotta way with curves, you got a way with words But a hit n' quit is not what I deserve n***a I'm worth more You say you dig me and you want me you seem so sure But I know you're- Tellin' somebody else the same sh** If you trynna be a f** buddy, you should call it quits You don't know what I've been through I been abused, got raped when I was one two In front of my mom I screamed help, she didn't want to And the abortions, I swear it's just one too- Many to count, go head, let me down If heart breaks is water then I'm bout to f**in' drown With you I'm unsure Tryin' not to get hurt, it just hurts more And I know you got baggage I can't get your heart cuz somebody else has it Usin' me just to get over your last b**h No I won't have it I been here before and the ending was tragic I been cheated on, I got beated on My mom made me f** n***as just to keep a home I'm trynna let down my guard, but n***as like you make it hard Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I should chill When you tell me how you feel, n***a it better be real"