[Verse 1: Rowlan]
Hey
To my fans right now, my life is looking perfect
And I'm happy every day
But there's still stuff below the surface
That I never show
But only cause there ain't a need
But let me tell you what I'm thinking
Ain't no money, clothes, and weed
I'm thinking lets get rich, so my family is good
Cause if you seen how we were living
You would think we in the hood
Little logic on my mind
Adrenaline pumping daily
You either high all the time
Or paranoia drove me crazy
I'm sick of the question
And I don't wanna know
But if you really ain't high
Well then I'm proud of you bro
Hey, hey
And it's confusing but sometimes
I feel I'm to blame
Feel like you think I got it made
I put myself on this train
I know my start wasn't as bad
Wish I could heal all that pain
But don't think I didn't work for this
We came from the same
Struggle
Robbing early, reminiscing is healing
Lets take em' back to the times
Before you knew all them feelings
I wanna start up the tours
And show the world you a king
I guess I'm scared to hear
That maybe you don't want the same thing
[Chorus: Diana Inez]
Do you feel the heaviness
Weighing down your soul
Don't let these demons
From long ago
Feel at home
We got a past
And we got the scars
And we got the stories to tell
Through all the pain
And suffering
We'll find our way
[Verse 2: Rowlan]
My biggest fan is struggling
She called me up crying
We Spoke for like an hour
Said she wish she was dying
I know how it feels
But count up your blessings
And understand that these materials
Are nothing but lessons
Man, just take it
Beautiful kids, and a husband
Sixteen in trap houses
You can't tell me you wasn't
You could have been dead
And money can't bring you back
I know your blood pressure's high
So think of that and relax
But really, think about it
an*lyze it all and breath
And before you get all mad
About this song listen to me
I haven't said your name once
Your inspired my start
You brought this culture to my mind
And diversity to my heart
You know I'm gonna blow
More faith in me than myself
You watched this baby boy grow
To a man who can bring us wealth
And when this run over
You'll have everything you planned
And you'll look back at times I mentioned
Like I'm Tommy's biggest fan
[Chorus: Diana Inez]
Do you feel the heaviness
Weighing down your soul
Don't let these demons
From long ago
Feel at home
We got a past
And we got the scars
And we got the stories to tell
Through all the pain
And suffering
We'll find our way
[Verse 3: Rowlan]
I'm living good I guess, but not living great
I guess, I can't afford things I want on my plate
I guess, the time will come where I ain't worried on rent
I guess, the things I want, will just arrive, when the time is meant
I guess a lot, I guess
But some things are certain
Until my mom is living like the queen she is
I'm working
Until the bills are paid, I'm focused on the frame
Thinking of ways that I can paint a picture
That'll change the game
Hey
I know it's in me
The legend breaking the surface
Verses changing impacting, making
Paving roads for the worthless
Purpose
Is what they tell me to call it
Mom go quit that nine to five
And tell your boss kiss your wallet
You raised me like a king
You gave birth to a legend
You taught me disregard the judgement
From a crowd to a reverend
And follow your heart
Cause I got faith in you son
Momma I promise you good
Now watch what your baby becomes
[Chorus: Diana Inez]
Do you feel the heaviness
Weighing down your soul
Don't let these demons
From long ago
Feel at home
We got a past
And we got the scars
And we got the stories to tell
Through all the pain
And suffering
We'll find our way