Rowlan - Stories lyrics
[Verse 1: Rowlan] Hey To my fans right now, my life is looking perfect And I'm happy every day But there's still stuff below the surface That I never show But only cause there ain't a need But let me tell you what I'm thinking Ain't no money, clothes, and weed I'm thinking lets get rich, so my family is good Cause if you seen how we were living You would think we in the hood Little logic on my mind Adrenaline pumping daily You either high all the time Or paranoia drove me crazy I'm sick of the question And I don't wanna know But if you really ain't high Well then I'm proud of you bro Hey, hey And it's confusing but sometimes I feel I'm to blame Feel like you think I got it made I put myself on this train I know my start wasn't as bad Wish I could heal all that pain But don't think I didn't work for this We came from the same Struggle Robbing early, reminiscing is healing Lets take em' back to the times Before you knew all them feelings I wanna start up the tours And show the world you a king I guess I'm scared to hear That maybe you don't want the same thing [Chorus: Diana Inez] Do you feel the heaviness Weighing down your soul Don't let these demons From long ago Feel at home We got a past And we got the scars And we got the stories to tell Through all the pain And suffering We'll find our way [Verse 2: Rowlan] My biggest fan is struggling She called me up crying We Spoke for like an hour Said she wish she was dying I know how it feels But count up your blessings And understand that these materials Are nothing but lessons Man, just take it Beautiful kids, and a husband Sixteen in trap houses You can't tell me you wasn't You could have been dead And money can't bring you back I know your blood pressure's high So think of that and relax But really, think about it an*lyze it all and breath And before you get all mad About this song listen to me I haven't said your name once Your inspired my start You brought this culture to my mind And diversity to my heart You know I'm gonna blow More faith in me than myself You watched this baby boy grow To a man who can bring us wealth And when this run over You'll have everything you planned And you'll look back at times I mentioned Like I'm Tommy's biggest fan [Chorus: Diana Inez] Do you feel the heaviness Weighing down your soul Don't let these demons From long ago Feel at home We got a past And we got the scars And we got the stories to tell Through all the pain And suffering We'll find our way [Verse 3: Rowlan] I'm living good I guess, but not living great I guess, I can't afford things I want on my plate I guess, the time will come where I ain't worried on rent I guess, the things I want, will just arrive, when the time is meant I guess a lot, I guess But some things are certain Until my mom is living like the queen she is I'm working Until the bills are paid, I'm focused on the frame Thinking of ways that I can paint a picture That'll change the game Hey I know it's in me The legend breaking the surface Verses changing impacting, making Paving roads for the worthless Purpose Is what they tell me to call it Mom go quit that nine to five And tell your boss kiss your wallet You raised me like a king You gave birth to a legend You taught me disregard the judgement From a crowd to a reverend And follow your heart Cause I got faith in you son Momma I promise you good Now watch what your baby becomes [Chorus: Diana Inez] Do you feel the heaviness Weighing down your soul Don't let these demons From long ago Feel at home We got a past And we got the scars And we got the stories to tell Through all the pain And suffering We'll find our way