I'm meant to suffer
I live in agony
With this addiction
That's taken hold of me I can no longer
Go on another day
Cuz I never wanted
To live my life this way And this, I know
I must regain control
But I cant, let go
This d** consumed my soul And this, I know
I wont regain control
If I cant, let go
Of this addiction Staring out these empty eyes
Darkness is all I see
I'm trapped within my countless lies
Living in misery, In misery My world has crumbled
I've thrown it all away
And now I'm nothing
This place will be my grave I don't remember
How I became this man
But I'd give anything
For just a second chance And this, I know
I must regain control
But I cant, let go
This d** consumed my soul And this, I know
I wont regain control
If I cant, let go
Of this addiction Staring out these empty eyes
Darkness is all I see
I'm trapped within my countless lies
Living in misery Day after day I wonder why
Why did this happen to me
I'm trapped within my countless lies
Living in misery
In misery