Render The Fall - Tormented Reality lyrics

I'm meant to suffer I live in agony With this addiction That's taken hold of me I can no longer Go on another day Cuz I never wanted To live my life this way And this, I know I must regain control But I cant, let go This d** consumed my soul And this, I know I wont regain control If I cant, let go Of this addiction Staring out these empty eyes Darkness is all I see I'm trapped within my countless lies Living in misery, In misery My world has crumbled I've thrown it all away And now I'm nothing This place will be my grave I don't remember How I became this man But I'd give anything For just a second chance And this, I know I must regain control But I cant, let go This d** consumed my soul And this, I know I wont regain control If I cant, let go Of this addiction Staring out these empty eyes Darkness is all I see I'm trapped within my countless lies Living in misery Day after day I wonder why Why did this happen to me I'm trapped within my countless lies Living in misery In misery