[Hook 1: Bless]
I'm sort of giving up on our friendship because those are deadly
I had your back and you had mine, but you weren't ready
For the B.S. that came our way, and my heart was heavy
Maybe I loved more, and you probably thought that I wasn't steady
It all fell apart, and you became sort of what I used to be
This is funny right, because you never did get used to me
So we don't talk, and we stray away; yeah, the both of us become distant
And my world slowly begins to end because a crucial star is still missing
[Verse 1: Bless]
So I sit back with my lips sealed and I focus more on my school work
While trying my hardest to ignore the fact that your name was caught in more rumors
We never fought; it was all love
But I've had doubts, and you have too
You had him and I had life
You had friends and I had you
Sometimes I am too quiet
But I'd rather listen then talk
I'd rather me take a blade, than let you be stabbed
Because you'll walk off with life
This is far more than I can say for myself
I know this probably isn't my lane
But if I'm to change, then I might as well be underground scarred
[Hook 2: Bless]
It all fell apart, and you became sort of what I used to be
This is funny right, because you never did get used to me
So we don't talk, and we stray away; yeah, the both of us become distant
And my world slowly begins to end because a crucial star is still missing…
[Verse 2: Bless]
A wise man once said
“In order for me to give, I need not to be suicidal although it's k**ing me just to live”
For the moment, I'm still in pain
But if I get over it, am I sane or just insensitive?
It's a shame that I have to vent my feelings to strangers
Maybe it's meant for them; fine
Because all I feel are scars building up
I'm surrounded by darkness
What ever happened to all of my stars?
Where did they go?
I'm alone in a world full of hungry ghosts
I have nothing left for them to take
And to make it better, I'm watching them gloat
I'm tired of being so patient
I'm tired of being the outcast
I'm tired of being what they keep calling unique
Like they know about that, or how that feels
It's crippling me and my crutches are broken in half
With no way to find the pieces
Living in peace; sorry that train just left
Sometimes I am too quiet
But I'd rather listen then talk
I'd rather me take a blade, than let you be stabbed
Because you'll walk off with life
This is far more than I can say for myself
I know this probably isn't my lane
But if I'm to change, then I might as well be underground scarred
[Hook: Bless]
I'm sort of giving up on our friendship because those are deadly
I had your back and you had mine, but you weren't ready
For the B.S. that came our way, and my heart was heavy
Maybe I loved more, and you probably thought that I wasn't steady
It all fell apart, and you became sort of what I used to be
This is funny right, because you never did get used to me
So we don't talk, and we stray away; yeah, the both of us become distant
And my world slowly begins to end because a crucial star is still missing x2
[Verse 3: Bless]
It's a new year, and we're in tenth
But when I find out I don't belong here
I nearly break down, but there are no tears
And it's storming right where I stand
Ms. Frazier sees me and says “Hi.”
And it's obvious that I was wrong
So when you see Valeria, please tell her I said goodbye since I'm gone
I can't help it, because I haven't been this emotional in some years
And she sees that, so I hug her and she hugs back
The end
[Verse 4: Bless]
At what point do I stop running?
I don't know; there's no more conscience
They say that freedom is knowledge
So let's load up; no accomplice
But in the streets; they're head hunting for enemies
Chop your opinion; remember me?
From the dungeon; you'll be deceased
If you hadn't thrown chairs at me
No more tumbling with these dreams
No more running; forgive me please
If they come within 20 feet of your mind blown
Apart; we are separated with grief
But on my own, planet there's no advantage
We just need some time; whoa
It k**ed my vibe finding out it was either not time or it didn't matter
Emotions will boil over to crime
So, I'd rather be haunted without you girls by my side
Oh, are y'all sick of pain too?
Well as am I
Hope is nothing compared to bullets busting through your side
Opening wound after wound to show that you're buried alive
In you own body realizing that you have just been revived
You call this luck? Bodies everywhere on the streets
Even sidewalks are painted the same color as blood
As I start, recollecting memories that are engraved into my heart
One rapper said that God's testing my faith
Before I cut, I think of they'd say
Because in flames, my world's caught