RELTΔ - Scars N Stars (End of the World) lyrics

[Hook 1: Bless] I'm sort of giving up on our friendship because those are deadly I had your back and you had mine, but you weren't ready For the B.S. that came our way, and my heart was heavy Maybe I loved more, and you probably thought that I wasn't steady It all fell apart, and you became sort of what I used to be This is funny right, because you never did get used to me So we don't talk, and we stray away; yeah, the both of us become distant And my world slowly begins to end because a crucial star is still missing [Verse 1: Bless] So I sit back with my lips sealed and I focus more on my school work While trying my hardest to ignore the fact that your name was caught in more rumors We never fought; it was all love But I've had doubts, and you have too You had him and I had life You had friends and I had you Sometimes I am too quiet But I'd rather listen then talk I'd rather me take a blade, than let you be stabbed Because you'll walk off with life This is far more than I can say for myself I know this probably isn't my lane But if I'm to change, then I might as well be underground scarred [Hook 2: Bless] It all fell apart, and you became sort of what I used to be This is funny right, because you never did get used to me So we don't talk, and we stray away; yeah, the both of us become distant And my world slowly begins to end because a crucial star is still missing… [Verse 2: Bless] A wise man once said “In order for me to give, I need not to be suicidal although it's k**ing me just to live” For the moment, I'm still in pain But if I get over it, am I sane or just insensitive? It's a shame that I have to vent my feelings to strangers Maybe it's meant for them; fine Because all I feel are scars building up I'm surrounded by darkness What ever happened to all of my stars? Where did they go? I'm alone in a world full of hungry ghosts I have nothing left for them to take And to make it better, I'm watching them gloat I'm tired of being so patient I'm tired of being the outcast I'm tired of being what they keep calling unique Like they know about that, or how that feels It's crippling me and my crutches are broken in half With no way to find the pieces Living in peace; sorry that train just left Sometimes I am too quiet But I'd rather listen then talk I'd rather me take a blade, than let you be stabbed Because you'll walk off with life This is far more than I can say for myself I know this probably isn't my lane But if I'm to change, then I might as well be underground scarred [Hook: Bless] I'm sort of giving up on our friendship because those are deadly I had your back and you had mine, but you weren't ready For the B.S. that came our way, and my heart was heavy Maybe I loved more, and you probably thought that I wasn't steady It all fell apart, and you became sort of what I used to be This is funny right, because you never did get used to me So we don't talk, and we stray away; yeah, the both of us become distant And my world slowly begins to end because a crucial star is still missing x2 [Verse 3: Bless] It's a new year, and we're in tenth But when I find out I don't belong here I nearly break down, but there are no tears And it's storming right where I stand Ms. Frazier sees me and says “Hi.” And it's obvious that I was wrong So when you see Valeria, please tell her I said goodbye since I'm gone I can't help it, because I haven't been this emotional in some years And she sees that, so I hug her and she hugs back The end [Verse 4: Bless] At what point do I stop running? I don't know; there's no more conscience They say that freedom is knowledge So let's load up; no accomplice But in the streets; they're head hunting for enemies Chop your opinion; remember me? From the dungeon; you'll be deceased If you hadn't thrown chairs at me No more tumbling with these dreams No more running; forgive me please If they come within 20 feet of your mind blown Apart; we are separated with grief But on my own, planet there's no advantage We just need some time; whoa It k**ed my vibe finding out it was either not time or it didn't matter Emotions will boil over to crime So, I'd rather be haunted without you girls by my side Oh, are y'all sick of pain too? Well as am I Hope is nothing compared to bullets busting through your side Opening wound after wound to show that you're buried alive In you own body realizing that you have just been revived You call this luck? Bodies everywhere on the streets Even sidewalks are painted the same color as blood As I start, recollecting memories that are engraved into my heart One rapper said that God's testing my faith Before I cut, I think of they'd say Because in flames, my world's caught