[Intro: Bless]
Nah man, not quite finished yet
But a lot of people don't want to hear or see that
So, whatever…
[Verse: Bless]
Someone very dear to me just attempted to k** himself
And told me not to fear d**h, but to fear fear itself
Clearly, we're in dire need of a better life
Reciting stories from my past easily like I don't write
Swear to God, I hate y'all, intentions eventually push away
Rock a flag every day and week, but care less about U.S.A
Never rest, I'm insomniatic, my pa**ive behavior stays
And, it's so suitable
Usually you'd relate to the shooters that used to say
[Bridge: Bless]
We know
Yeah, we know
We know
Yeah homey, we know...
[Hook: Bless]
From this day, things will never be the same
Never could I ever find a better way to say it
I've got to find a way with all this anger and this angst
I never had an image, just the pictures that I paint, because we know
[Verse: Bless]
Don't be so pa**ive
My lack of a conscience, lacking in confidence
Life is not how I mapped it out
I'm a monster they say
But there's no accomplishments waiting in graves
Responses are growing much more incompetent, radio waves sponsor it
I'm in this world to demolish it and that's common sense
I can smell d**h in the air; around here, it's a common scent
My innocence would eventually see a hindrance
Vision's bothered, but no vigilante, it's just the internet
Last night, I had an epiphany; wrote it down in calligraphy
Just to state all my misery
By the time I turn twenty-one, no one here will remember me
Basing that on experience, time apart, and our history; everything's faded memories
Stated at seven, now that's eleven years you've defended me
Only people that kept up were formerly sworn enemies
Meaning if I'm to make it out, only four have befriended me
Toni, Liyah, Valeria Diaz, and also Destiny
[Bridge + Hook]
[Interlude: Kendrick Lamar]
[Bridge + Hook]
[Verse: Bless]
Bury me alive
Surely we arrived sooner than expected, but I guess we're only due to die
Suit yourself and your needs before anyone else is to decide
Where you are tomorrow or whose liquor store they choose to rob
Life is such a carnival, with a heart as cold as dungeons and we're stuck
Within this cage is lurking rage, and on this page, we run amok
We're running up, so over counter tops we hop
And as we bust, we rhyme with the consistency of Jesus in the Finals; clutch
Love or lust for life unless you justify the motives of what you're indulging
I am so reluctant; my forbidden scriptures will erupt in time
But time is up decide if our trust deciphers us, and why
Stomach touching spine
Eleven summers of my life was like Pharcyde, it pa**ed me by
So you decide if now I'm famished, still outlandish, words I brandish
You supply the strength to stand through all this damage
How did I manage to survive?
My mental state has been detached, although I salvaged it tonight
Just, look in my eyes, word to the wise, no longer ready to fold or demise
No matter whether I hold no allies, I'll be fine if I rise from the hole in your plot
Imperfections are being accepted with no second guesses
If I'm not protected by God, a facade is what you've been
And you'll be in debt till your d**h, maybe when you get old you'll realize
AHHHH!
[Bridge + Hook]