RELTΔ - 14 lyrics

[Intro: Bless] Nah man, not quite finished yet But a lot of people don't want to hear or see that So, whatever… [Verse: Bless] Someone very dear to me just attempted to k** himself And told me not to fear d**h, but to fear fear itself Clearly, we're in dire need of a better life Reciting stories from my past easily like I don't write Swear to God, I hate y'all, intentions eventually push away Rock a flag every day and week, but care less about U.S.A Never rest, I'm insomniatic, my pa**ive behavior stays And, it's so suitable Usually you'd relate to the shooters that used to say [Bridge: Bless] We know Yeah, we know We know Yeah homey, we know... [Hook: Bless] From this day, things will never be the same Never could I ever find a better way to say it I've got to find a way with all this anger and this angst I never had an image, just the pictures that I paint, because we know [Verse: Bless] Don't be so pa**ive My lack of a conscience, lacking in confidence Life is not how I mapped it out I'm a monster they say But there's no accomplishments waiting in graves Responses are growing much more incompetent, radio waves sponsor it I'm in this world to demolish it and that's common sense I can smell d**h in the air; around here, it's a common scent My innocence would eventually see a hindrance Vision's bothered, but no vigilante, it's just the internet Last night, I had an epiphany; wrote it down in calligraphy Just to state all my misery By the time I turn twenty-one, no one here will remember me Basing that on experience, time apart, and our history; everything's faded memories Stated at seven, now that's eleven years you've defended me Only people that kept up were formerly sworn enemies Meaning if I'm to make it out, only four have befriended me Toni, Liyah, Valeria Diaz, and also Destiny [Bridge + Hook] [Interlude: Kendrick Lamar] [Bridge + Hook] [Verse: Bless] Bury me alive Surely we arrived sooner than expected, but I guess we're only due to die Suit yourself and your needs before anyone else is to decide Where you are tomorrow or whose liquor store they choose to rob Life is such a carnival, with a heart as cold as dungeons and we're stuck Within this cage is lurking rage, and on this page, we run amok We're running up, so over counter tops we hop And as we bust, we rhyme with the consistency of Jesus in the Finals; clutch Love or lust for life unless you justify the motives of what you're indulging I am so reluctant; my forbidden scriptures will erupt in time But time is up decide if our trust deciphers us, and why Stomach touching spine Eleven summers of my life was like Pharcyde, it pa**ed me by So you decide if now I'm famished, still outlandish, words I brandish You supply the strength to stand through all this damage How did I manage to survive? My mental state has been detached, although I salvaged it tonight Just, look in my eyes, word to the wise, no longer ready to fold or demise No matter whether I hold no allies, I'll be fine if I rise from the hole in your plot Imperfections are being accepted with no second guesses If I'm not protected by God, a facade is what you've been And you'll be in debt till your d**h, maybe when you get old you'll realize AHHHH! [Bridge + Hook]