(Intro)
Well I want you to know that I don’t like the way that things are going in my life at this time
And the year is 2013 low self esteem is not good
(Verse)
f** my life there was once a time I wanted to settle down and have a wife
Events in the past prevented that from coming to light
Told the ex-friend that’s the way I feel and it shocked him beyond belief so
(Chorus)
f** my life
F, U, C, K my life
(Verse)
Can’t help it a part of me wants to go on and the next part wanna be buried
It’s a scary thing to feel the pain and torcher within me but it’s the pain
That keeps me real it’s the pain that makes me a survivor certain people
Intrigue me it’s the soul that I’m attracted to with a bit of physical
And Physiologically so
(Chorus)
f** my life (2 times)
(Verse)
It’s the misery that makes me unstable stable can’t you hear me
I hear the voices in my head still I’ve got to go on cause I’ve got a few more years
And I’m imploding internally
(Chorus)
f** my life (2 times)
f** my life with a big and sharp heavy knife so
f** my life I said f** my life with a big heavy knife
(Verse)
When I get close to a friend it’s f**ing scary because I meant
Get so emotionally attached and I hold them to a high standard
Don’t disappoint me that’s not an option
(Chorus)
f** my life (2 times)
f** my life with a big fat heavy knife
(Verse)
Those things that I wanted to come through wanted to settle down and have a wife
Events in the past prevented that from coming to light told them ex-friends
About the feelings inside it shocked them beyond belief so
(Chorus)
f** my life (2 times)
f** my life I said f** my life
Ya heard f** my life f** my life
f** my life with a big heavy knife
(Verse)
Can’t help it it’s a part of me it’s a scary thing to feel the pain the torcher in me
Inside deeper and deeper in my soul and it’s the thing that made me a sole survivor