Reh Dogg - f** My Life lyrics

(Intro) Well I want you to know that I don’t like the way that things are going in my life at this time And the year is 2013 low self esteem is not good (Verse) f** my life there was once a time I wanted to settle down and have a wife Events in the past prevented that from coming to light Told the ex-friend that’s the way I feel and it shocked him beyond belief so (Chorus) f** my life F, U, C, K my life (Verse) Can’t help it a part of me wants to go on and the next part wanna be buried It’s a scary thing to feel the pain and torcher within me but it’s the pain That keeps me real it’s the pain that makes me a survivor certain people Intrigue me it’s the soul that I’m attracted to with a bit of physical And Physiologically so (Chorus) f** my life (2 times) (Verse) It’s the misery that makes me unstable stable can’t you hear me I hear the voices in my head still I’ve got to go on cause I’ve got a few more years And I’m imploding internally (Chorus) f** my life (2 times) f** my life with a big and sharp heavy knife so f** my life I said f** my life with a big heavy knife (Verse) When I get close to a friend it’s f**ing scary because I meant Get so emotionally attached and I hold them to a high standard Don’t disappoint me that’s not an option (Chorus) f** my life (2 times) f** my life with a big fat heavy knife (Verse) Those things that I wanted to come through wanted to settle down and have a wife Events in the past prevented that from coming to light told them ex-friends About the feelings inside it shocked them beyond belief so (Chorus) f** my life (2 times) f** my life I said f** my life Ya heard f** my life f** my life f** my life with a big heavy knife (Verse) Can’t help it it’s a part of me it’s a scary thing to feel the pain the torcher in me Inside deeper and deeper in my soul and it’s the thing that made me a sole survivor