[Produced by Young Shad]
[Hook][x2]
All I got is this L, all I got is this drink
Reflecting to myself, sit around and just think
I can't please everybody, I can't please everybody
[Verse 1]
It's been a long time since I done helped myself
Over and over I done stretched myself
Keep telling myself slow down and catch my breath
And Lord knows I'm doing all I can
I find myself again, I'm only one man
Chain smoking to deal with all my pain
Knowing cancer running in my fam
And I'm a hero to them like it's an S on my chest
If I break down it'll be a domino effect
And my mama keep on telling me to leave the drink alone
But I'm like mama when I'm high the only time the rain is gone
Wish I could hit my grandma on her cell
Just to tell her that sometimes her baby be feeling like
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[Verse 2]
I done took care of n***as and treated n***as like blood
Kept em in fresh new gear just for the club
Put money in their pocket and provided all the d**
And I still swept all of their f** sh** under the rug
Despite having friends tryna steal from a n***a
Tryna throw me off by saying they gone k** for a n***a
But that tough guy sh** don't appeal to a n***a
Cut em off, now it is what it is for them n***as
Lot of love, lot of fandom, lot of mooching
And they was all so called shooters
And you wonder why I get on, tryna sh** on these n***as
Cause b**h I done did a lot of sh** for these n***as
Been a whole lot of money I done spent on these n***as
Talking time after time, paying rent for these n***as
I'm sick of these n***as, it's b**h in these n***as
My heart done turned cold, blood is brick on these n***as
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