[Produced by Young Shad] [Hook][x2] All I got is this L, all I got is this drink Reflecting to myself, sit around and just think I can't please everybody, I can't please everybody [Verse 1] It's been a long time since I done helped myself Over and over I done stretched myself Keep telling myself slow down and catch my breath And Lord knows I'm doing all I can I find myself again, I'm only one man Chain smoking to deal with all my pain Knowing cancer running in my fam And I'm a hero to them like it's an S on my chest If I break down it'll be a domino effect And my mama keep on telling me to leave the drink alone But I'm like mama when I'm high the only time the rain is gone Wish I could hit my grandma on her cell Just to tell her that sometimes her baby be feeling like [Hook][x2] [Verse 2] I done took care of n***as and treated n***as like blood Kept em in fresh new gear just for the club Put money in their pocket and provided all the d** And I still swept all of their f** sh** under the rug Despite having friends tryna steal from a n***a Tryna throw me off by saying they gone k** for a n***a But that tough guy sh** don't appeal to a n***a Cut em off, now it is what it is for them n***as Lot of love, lot of fandom, lot of mooching And they was all so called shooters And you wonder why I get on, tryna sh** on these n***as Cause b**h I done did a lot of sh** for these n***as Been a whole lot of money I done spent on these n***as Talking time after time, paying rent for these n***as I'm sick of these n***as, it's b**h in these n***as My heart done turned cold, blood is brick on these n***as [Hook]