We in this, mind your f**in' business, n***a
Look, check it, look.
Nowadays everybody wants somethin' from me
Always askin' me for a favor or some f**in' money
And they actin' like I'm swimmin' in cash
But I'm just tryin' to make this little bit last
I'm with this new girl and I kind of think we did it too fast
We should have waited, but that sh**'s in the past
And I can't change it, I'm hopin' that she's different
I hate dinner with the same sh**
She says I make her happy, that doesn't make sense
Because I haven't been happy since '09
Even with four hundred fans around me at showtime
I keep tellin' myself that I'm happy with what I'm doin'
But the truth is I feel like something's missing
I'm about to lose it
'Bout to lose my focus, 'bout to lose my mind
Got me feelin' hopeless all the f**in' time.
And these n***as around me don't make it better
Tryin to start a fight over a female or some cheddar
Ego too big walkin' 'round like I'm on somethin'
But I never waste my time 'cause I know it's nothin'
And I know where I'm headed, yes I know the situations
They gon' get left in and I ain't havin' it
Everyone's actin' like I'm their boy
But I think back to when I didn't have no money, didn't have no girls
Didn't have no fame, didn't have the world, look, in the palm of my hands
Now they see I'm makin' moves and they wanna be friends
Y'all disgust me
My mind is filled with doubt when the woman tells me she loves me
'Cause does she love me for me
Or 'cause I'm the dude that all her friends are comin' to see?
n***as only nice to me when they want somethin' for free
But I just try to keep my distance and do nothin' but me
And I got a lot of, heh, yeah I got a lot of pressure on my shoulders
I think of all the people I'll be next to when it's over
Nothin' lasts forever, and neither will I
I just hope that you remember me when I die
Real sh**, don't get mad if I don't answer your calls
'Cause I'm too busy tryin' to catch what I lost.
Old friends say I'm fake and I changed how I used to be
But I'm just growing up and learning newer things
And if you can't understand it then cut me loose
But I guarantee you everything I tell you is the truth
n***as all up in my face tellin' me I need to speak to you
Back the f** up, I need some breathing room.