Phora - Breathing Room lyrics

We in this, mind your f**in' business, n***a Look, check it, look. Nowadays everybody wants somethin' from me Always askin' me for a favor or some f**in' money And they actin' like I'm swimmin' in cash But I'm just tryin' to make this little bit last I'm with this new girl and I kind of think we did it too fast We should have waited, but that sh**'s in the past And I can't change it, I'm hopin' that she's different I hate dinner with the same sh** She says I make her happy, that doesn't make sense Because I haven't been happy since '09 Even with four hundred fans around me at showtime I keep tellin' myself that I'm happy with what I'm doin' But the truth is I feel like something's missing I'm about to lose it 'Bout to lose my focus, 'bout to lose my mind Got me feelin' hopeless all the f**in' time. And these n***as around me don't make it better Tryin to start a fight over a female or some cheddar Ego too big walkin' 'round like I'm on somethin' But I never waste my time 'cause I know it's nothin' And I know where I'm headed, yes I know the situations They gon' get left in and I ain't havin' it Everyone's actin' like I'm their boy But I think back to when I didn't have no money, didn't have no girls Didn't have no fame, didn't have the world, look, in the palm of my hands Now they see I'm makin' moves and they wanna be friends Y'all disgust me My mind is filled with doubt when the woman tells me she loves me 'Cause does she love me for me Or 'cause I'm the dude that all her friends are comin' to see? n***as only nice to me when they want somethin' for free But I just try to keep my distance and do nothin' but me And I got a lot of, heh, yeah I got a lot of pressure on my shoulders I think of all the people I'll be next to when it's over Nothin' lasts forever, and neither will I I just hope that you remember me when I die Real sh**, don't get mad if I don't answer your calls 'Cause I'm too busy tryin' to catch what I lost. Old friends say I'm fake and I changed how I used to be But I'm just growing up and learning newer things And if you can't understand it then cut me loose But I guarantee you everything I tell you is the truth n***as all up in my face tellin' me I need to speak to you Back the f** up, I need some breathing room.