My lifestyle
Intro-It's the first time i've ever felt alive Ahaha
3 AM Walking down the street
Try to to be discreet
Adrenaline rushing like waterfalls
Feeling like spiderman lost his grip I'm off the wall
Gave it all to Mary Jane
Felt like police are gay how can they scare me straight
My tired shoulders carry weight
A back pack with no books
Just items people lose when they don't look
It's my sisters birthday I don't want to get caught
But I'm robin hood's feel like I'm in gods hands
Apprehensions not in the plans
That's when I see a blue and white chariot
I remember The night was barely lit
I thought Maybe I'll blend in
I stuck out like satans henchmen
At a catholic convention
But the cop just didn't detect it
One lonely night
Young lost and reckless
Up in my neighborhood with no need for directions
Only need is acception
As I walked down the street I got sensation
It's like I hate spice and God is Cajun
I've never fought temptation
I'm Ah Lover With no heart
That night was visible Yet So Dark
I thought I was invincible thought I was SO SMART
I was fine china staring at the bulls' eye
Tempting it like I throw darts
No aim in life
Always getting high but afraid of heights
Wonder why I roamed around at night
I hated the light
I don't want to take your advice
On changing my vice
My heart was racing that night
Will the cop arrest me?
Will he stop and check me?
I'll tell em' his badge does not impress me
He'll say I only spend minutes high to make time fly
When he drove past I saw a different life drive by
It's a mistake avoided
A birth aborted
Thought Crime was s**y had my eyes distorted
I hate to say it but I enjoyed it
Bridge
The life of ah deranged kid with both veins slit walks around dejectedly
Noones respectin me never did what I was told too
OH GOD I don't know youX2
OH GOD i don't know you