Pa**ion (rapper) - My Lifestyle lyrics

My lifestyle Intro-It's the first time i've ever felt alive Ahaha 3 AM Walking down the street Try to to be discreet Adrenaline rushing like waterfalls Feeling like spiderman lost his grip I'm off the wall Gave it all to Mary Jane Felt like police are gay how can they scare me straight My tired shoulders carry weight A back pack with no books Just items people lose when they don't look It's my sisters birthday I don't want to get caught But I'm robin hood's feel like I'm in gods hands Apprehensions not in the plans That's when I see a blue and white chariot I remember The night was barely lit I thought Maybe I'll blend in I stuck out like satans henchmen At a catholic convention But the cop just didn't detect it One lonely night Young lost and reckless Up in my neighborhood with no need for directions Only need is acception As I walked down the street I got sensation It's like I hate spice and God is Cajun I've never fought temptation I'm Ah Lover With no heart That night was visible Yet So Dark I thought I was invincible thought I was SO SMART I was fine china staring at the bulls' eye Tempting it like I throw darts No aim in life Always getting high but afraid of heights Wonder why I roamed around at night I hated the light I don't want to take your advice On changing my vice My heart was racing that night Will the cop arrest me? Will he stop and check me? I'll tell em' his badge does not impress me He'll say I only spend minutes high to make time fly When he drove past I saw a different life drive by It's a mistake avoided A birth aborted Thought Crime was s**y had my eyes distorted I hate to say it but I enjoyed it Bridge The life of ah deranged kid with both veins slit walks around dejectedly Noones respectin me never did what I was told too OH GOD I don't know youX2 OH GOD i don't know you