Unfortunately this is a true story...if y'all can relate..
Yeah...
Verse 1
Alicia had a crush
Talkin' a real connection, it was so much more than lust
Like her heart was on fire, spontaneously combust
Everytime he looks her way, she looks away it make her blush
She fallin' hard...
But rackin' up a body count was his callin' card
To him, she was just another piece
A s**y one at that, hair fallin' down her back
Her body stacked, every time he glance at her, she bout to catch a cardiac
Days pa**, and she gets her girlfriends to ask him out
We still in middle school apparently, they tellin' her
That he gets around, but all she hears is hatin'
Every time he leave his last cla**, she by the locker waitin'
So he knows its easy access, she in a black dress
If they get some dinner and a movie, he could act less
Interested in her mattress, and they hit it off well
So after the flick, they dip and pull up at her address
Walks her to the door and tells her that she lookin' beautiful
That he had a great time tonight, you know the usual
Then they get to kissin', and he's feelin' on her twins
This is gettin' hot and heavy, she decides to let him in
Four letters
Yeah, I'm talkin' bout them four letters
Trust me, it's bigger than the moment, comes down to four letters
Uh, she losin' out for four letters
Back to the date in progress
Verse 2
She's too weak to fight it, now he's takin' off her clothes
Neither of 'em virgins and her parents wasn't home, so
They proceed to get down, and they don't need protection
Cause they young and invincible, right? but hey the s** was good
He added another notch on his belt
Went to brag to all his homeboys 'bout how good it felt
He a quarterback, so she received a boost in popularity
And that attention went to her head, distortin' clarity
Couple weeks it lasted, until he wanted space
Now she cryin' to her girlfriends, wit makeup on her face
Cause she wanted somethin' greater, realized he was usin' her
And she ain't never been through that, she let him hit it raw
Cause she thought the reciprocity was worth the risk
But ultimately his commitment level hit or miss
She learned her lesson, and hated him, he earned a spot on her blacklist
The same time he stopped comin' to practice
Heard that he was sick but she ain't think it too unusual
It's flu season, everybody comin' down wit it
She gets, annual checkups at the Midtown Clinic
Got a call from her doctor bout somethin' they found in it
Came in the next day wit' her mother and they sat her down
Said her white blood cells is dyin' out
And those three, letters bout to turn to four
Heard a scream behind the closed door
Damn... Alicia's cryin' out
Four letters