Unfortunately this is a true story...if y'all can relate.. Yeah... Verse 1 Alicia had a crush Talkin' a real connection, it was so much more than lust Like her heart was on fire, spontaneously combust Everytime he looks her way, she looks away it make her blush She fallin' hard... But rackin' up a body count was his callin' card To him, she was just another piece A s**y one at that, hair fallin' down her back Her body stacked, every time he glance at her, she bout to catch a cardiac Days pa**, and she gets her girlfriends to ask him out We still in middle school apparently, they tellin' her That he gets around, but all she hears is hatin' Every time he leave his last cla**, she by the locker waitin' So he knows its easy access, she in a black dress If they get some dinner and a movie, he could act less Interested in her mattress, and they hit it off well So after the flick, they dip and pull up at her address Walks her to the door and tells her that she lookin' beautiful That he had a great time tonight, you know the usual Then they get to kissin', and he's feelin' on her twins This is gettin' hot and heavy, she decides to let him in Four letters Yeah, I'm talkin' bout them four letters Trust me, it's bigger than the moment, comes down to four letters Uh, she losin' out for four letters Back to the date in progress Verse 2 She's too weak to fight it, now he's takin' off her clothes Neither of 'em virgins and her parents wasn't home, so They proceed to get down, and they don't need protection Cause they young and invincible, right? but hey the s** was good He added another notch on his belt Went to brag to all his homeboys 'bout how good it felt He a quarterback, so she received a boost in popularity And that attention went to her head, distortin' clarity Couple weeks it lasted, until he wanted space Now she cryin' to her girlfriends, wit makeup on her face Cause she wanted somethin' greater, realized he was usin' her And she ain't never been through that, she let him hit it raw Cause she thought the reciprocity was worth the risk But ultimately his commitment level hit or miss She learned her lesson, and hated him, he earned a spot on her blacklist The same time he stopped comin' to practice Heard that he was sick but she ain't think it too unusual It's flu season, everybody comin' down wit it She gets, annual checkups at the Midtown Clinic Got a call from her doctor bout somethin' they found in it Came in the next day wit' her mother and they sat her down Said her white blood cells is dyin' out And those three, letters bout to turn to four Heard a scream behind the closed door Damn... Alicia's cryin' out Four letters