recite, i feel everything, relight my own joy in this,
my own f*ggot fantasy, t.v. series lightbulb coffin,
reborn, skinless nightmare, no words only questions,
like me, only everyone wants, feel this feeling
nothing
nothing....do i care
brings me.....lie to me
f**ing.....happiness
can i......hate myself
push me through all closed doors, and i can't find my
way, i want to feel human, and i am what gives it
away, nothing can be done
ugly, i am nothing but send me to my crucifix, raping,
falling inside out, plaing what i used to be, would
he, collect his own mind, my own is not pure and
whole, piece this, less is what i am, love is a
wonderful thing to hate
[repeat chorus]