recite, i feel everything, relight my own joy in this, my own f*ggot fantasy, t.v. series lightbulb coffin, reborn, skinless nightmare, no words only questions, like me, only everyone wants, feel this feeling nothing nothing....do i care brings me.....lie to me f**ing.....happiness can i......hate myself push me through all closed doors, and i can't find my way, i want to feel human, and i am what gives it away, nothing can be done ugly, i am nothing but send me to my crucifix, raping, falling inside out, plaing what i used to be, would he, collect his own mind, my own is not pure and whole, piece this, less is what i am, love is a wonderful thing to hate [repeat chorus]