[Verse]:
Check it (x2) sir
Lately I been on the verge
I been paying bills
Not getting the chance to splurge
And got and an addiction
For clothes I can't afford
When I could of been using
That same money for merch
(say word)
Just sitting at this job
Feeling cursed Boi
Weak a** check
You know a n***a
Worth more
That's why I take this bottle of Hennessy
And pretend its the remedy
Use the earth as my
Surf board
I'm laid back living out my dreams
Living through this music
While living out my means
Example
I ain't paid none of my tickets
Cell phone bill
Way more than my rent is
Dropped cash at Benihana's
Eating getting thick as sh**
Tell my little bro I couldn't
Pay for a Y memberships
Just a little kid thats been lied to since 92'
Born in 89' my n***a need I remind you
Do a little research
Im putting down false idols
I'm lost as a motherf**er
Even questioned the bible it's self
I tried to find it my self
Follow my own path
Through a bic pen and a notepad
Wasn't sh** then cause my folks had
A whole different plan for me
Trying to balance my sanity
Writing Down all these rhymes
Thinking damnit how can it be?
So damn hard to be famous
Sitting back smoking and drinking
Under peer pressure and just thinking
[Bridge]
Like when it's gone be my time dawg
I'm just thinking
Random thoughts inside my mind dawg
It's alright shid I'll be fine it's through my mind
That's it EX