Monty C. Benjamin - Thinkin' lyrics

[Verse]: Check it (x2) sir Lately I been on the verge I been paying bills Not getting the chance to splurge And got and an addiction For clothes I can't afford When I could of been using That same money for merch (say word) Just sitting at this job Feeling cursed Boi Weak a** check You know a n***a Worth more That's why I take this bottle of Hennessy And pretend its the remedy Use the earth as my Surf board I'm laid back living out my dreams Living through this music While living out my means Example I ain't paid none of my tickets Cell phone bill Way more than my rent is Dropped cash at Benihana's Eating getting thick as sh** Tell my little bro I couldn't Pay for a Y memberships Just a little kid thats been lied to since 92' Born in 89' my n***a need I remind you Do a little research Im putting down false idols I'm lost as a motherf**er Even questioned the bible it's self I tried to find it my self Follow my own path Through a bic pen and a notepad Wasn't sh** then cause my folks had A whole different plan for me Trying to balance my sanity Writing Down all these rhymes Thinking damnit how can it be? So damn hard to be famous Sitting back smoking and drinking Under peer pressure and just thinking [Bridge] Like when it's gone be my time dawg I'm just thinking Random thoughts inside my mind dawg It's alright shid I'll be fine it's through my mind That's it EX