I been sick to my stomach
So I’m drinking to numb it
But I don’t think this’ll cut it
Why do I feel so disgusting?
‘Cause I don’t know why I still feel like this, I feel like s**t
I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit
I know that I should stop and call it quits, I’m f*****g sick
And twisted
They say I’m fu*ked in the head
Mossberg pump and a trunk full of lead
Crazy white boy rolling blunts in the shed
With a knife by the pillow when I’m tucked into bed
They looking at me crazy
is it something I said?
You don’t wanna know me when I run outta meds
Where I’m from we only run from the feds
‘Cause ever since a yunguns it’s been us versus them
So I been tryna pick up all the pieces (pieces)
But all I do is drink till I can’t see s**t (see s**t)
So I’ll keep pouring liquor with my demons (demons)
And if you keep talking s**t you’ll need your teeth fixed
I been sick to my stomach
So I’m drinking to numb it
But I don’t think this’ll cut it
Why do I feel so disgusting?
And I don’t know why I still feel like this, I feel like s**t
I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit
I know that I should stop and call it quits, I’m f*****g sick
And twisted
Lord forgive me ’cause you know me, so you know that I’m a sinner
My nose is still runny ’cause I been on a bender
And it’s been snowy like the winner, white lines like the highway
Vibrating, eyes wide, higher than the skyscraper
You know me, I’m just numbing my pain
Any day I f**k around and jump in front of a train
I’m twisted and sick, s**t, I need rehabilitation
I don’t know if I can make it, I really feel complacent
These uppers and downers just have a downside
Lord knows I f**k around and have a downslide
I can’t even describe the pain, I’m trying to cover up
I might f**k around and cut the cord before I bungee jump
I been sick to my stomach
So I’m drinking to numb it
But I don’t think this’ll cut it
Why do I feel so disgusting?
And I don’t know why I still feel like this, I feel like s**t
I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit
I know that I should probably call it quits, I’m f*****g sick
And twisted