Merkules - Twisted lyrics

I been sick to my stomach So I’m drinking to numb it But I don’t think this’ll cut it Why do I feel so disgusting? ‘Cause I don’t know why I still feel like this, I feel like s**t I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit I know that I should stop and call it quits, I’m f*****g sick And twisted They say I’m fu*ked in the head Mossberg pump and a trunk full of lead Crazy white boy rolling blunts in the shed With a knife by the pillow when I’m tucked into bed They looking at me crazy is it something I said? You don’t wanna know me when I run outta meds Where I’m from we only run from the feds ‘Cause ever since a yunguns it’s been us versus them So I been tryna pick up all the pieces (pieces) But all I do is drink till I can’t see s**t (see s**t) So I’ll keep pouring liquor with my demons (demons) And if you keep talking s**t you’ll need your teeth fixed I been sick to my stomach So I’m drinking to numb it But I don’t think this’ll cut it Why do I feel so disgusting? And I don’t know why I still feel like this, I feel like s**t I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit I know that I should stop and call it quits, I’m f*****g sick And twisted Lord forgive me ’cause you know me, so you know that I’m a sinner My nose is still runny ’cause I been on a bender And it’s been snowy like the winner, white lines like the highway Vibrating, eyes wide, higher than the skyscraper You know me, I’m just numbing my pain Any day I f**k around and jump in front of a train I’m twisted and sick, s**t, I need rehabilitation I don’t know if I can make it, I really feel complacent These uppers and downers just have a downside Lord knows I f**k around and have a downslide I can’t even describe the pain, I’m trying to cover up I might f**k around and cut the cord before I bungee jump I been sick to my stomach So I’m drinking to numb it But I don’t think this’ll cut it Why do I feel so disgusting? And I don’t know why I still feel like this, I feel like s**t I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit I know that I should probably call it quits, I’m f*****g sick And twisted