IN MY HEAD
[Hook]
Those who are dead are not dead
Their just living in my head (x2)
Vs 1:
I didn't even get the chance to say goodbye
To my grandfather / and now he ain't alive
I got this pain inside my chest / Yeah I say it's a lie
But it ain't so I'm left with nothing / I pray to god
He don't listen so I relay the message I made him & take it & then I say to moms
Your pops is in a place where they erase the problems
And I know that you hate it / If I could take a watch
And turn it back to try to change it / try to stop it then
You know that I would but we was out of options
You ain't had no choice in him leaving and we ain't want this
And I know you didn't either / I'm just all mixed up
This sh** is tough / I'm f**ed up cuz all of
Vs 2:
So the doctors told him 6 months if he don't take the meds
And if he does he gets a year but he'll be sick until he's dead
In a bedridden living every minute in his head
And until somebody visits he's in prison being fed
Through a tube / so instead he made a decision said
He was better off with anybody that meant
Everything to him so he said we should expect
For him to focus on living every moment the best
And that's just what he did
He lived
Hit up a few concerts / got to see his kids
For a year more than expected he was here
And I think it was his spirit / I can hear it / his image disappeared
Vs 3:
So I can understand the things that are out of my control
But some of it just seems that we suffering for some doh
And enough is enough they know that were f**in k**ing our own
And we stuff them into a box & we dump them into a hole
For nothing, we lose a soul / we ain't stuck with this we can grow
Not for nothing, the sh** you wrote is another reason we won't
Someone's gotta show em' that were better than before
That we learn from our mistake but we forget & then we go
And do what we did in the old days / now we all know
That war is not the answer / ain't no reason we should show
Soldiers going home in a body bag / I'm so
Sick of seeing bullet holes in all my n***as clothes
So I'm open to the thought of thinking different / this approach
Reinventing this living / this life & isn't it supposed
To be so much better than we make it
Were not the only people & this ain't the only nation