M.I. - In My Head lyrics

IN MY HEAD [Hook] Those who are dead are not dead Their just living in my head (x2) Vs 1: I didn't even get the chance to say goodbye To my grandfather / and now he ain't alive I got this pain inside my chest / Yeah I say it's a lie But it ain't so I'm left with nothing / I pray to god He don't listen so I relay the message I made him & take it & then I say to moms Your pops is in a place where they erase the problems And I know that you hate it / If I could take a watch And turn it back to try to change it / try to stop it then You know that I would but we was out of options You ain't had no choice in him leaving and we ain't want this And I know you didn't either / I'm just all mixed up This sh** is tough / I'm f**ed up cuz all of Vs 2: So the doctors told him 6 months if he don't take the meds And if he does he gets a year but he'll be sick until he's dead In a bedridden living every minute in his head And until somebody visits he's in prison being fed Through a tube / so instead he made a decision said He was better off with anybody that meant Everything to him so he said we should expect For him to focus on living every moment the best And that's just what he did He lived Hit up a few concerts / got to see his kids For a year more than expected he was here And I think it was his spirit / I can hear it / his image disappeared Vs 3: So I can understand the things that are out of my control But some of it just seems that we suffering for some doh And enough is enough they know that were f**in k**ing our own And we stuff them into a box & we dump them into a hole For nothing, we lose a soul / we ain't stuck with this we can grow Not for nothing, the sh** you wrote is another reason we won't Someone's gotta show em' that were better than before That we learn from our mistake but we forget & then we go And do what we did in the old days / now we all know That war is not the answer / ain't no reason we should show Soldiers going home in a body bag / I'm so Sick of seeing bullet holes in all my n***as clothes So I'm open to the thought of thinking different / this approach Reinventing this living / this life & isn't it supposed To be so much better than we make it Were not the only people & this ain't the only nation