Vers 1: Loony G)
Its hard for me part of me could not believe that I could be
Marvellous mark this words as you start this beat
My soul ignite this flow and the fullness of my heart will speak
Till ur amazed with my tactics till ur just facing the facts that
I have changed and adabted this flow yeah just like the ways of an addict
I always make it a habit I always stay so fanatic
Some may say that I am mad cos of conversations I'm having
With my damn self its motivational patterns
Like padding myself on the back cos there was never
No one who thought i could ever get any better coz never
Did any of my songs matter coz everything sounded like ba bla da bla da ba bla da
Instead of me giving up I put mind over matter climbing that ladder
Of success and that's when I were no longer the guy to waver
The guy so shy and wayward whenever I try to say words
Or apply to paper (what I felt inside) I laid wide awake coz I couldn't find my saviour
Believe me I have laboured but now I'm tired waiting
No one to come to my aid so man am I a failure?
No it can't be to flow and emcee is my entire nature I debated
Whether or not I was better if I was never on top to k** a dying nation
At the expense of my soul yo are you buying Satan
Na I'm letting my star shine for God coz I'm highly favoured
(Hook Lyle)
I can't believe I believe in myself that I see in myself
What God sees in me
But I believe if you believe in yourself you can see in yourself
What you need to be
(verse 2 Loony G)
Moving up without a chance of losing
I will be knocking on this door till some1 answers to me
Forget that anxious dude who's on and only plan was losing
Cos man I snapped outta that now they don't know how to act
Its so damn confusing how a man can use his
Circumstances how ever bad it use to be and vanquish to it
The only way I can do it is if Gods hand is to it
So I'm not an English student. Don't speak this language fluent
Doesn't mean I can't love music or can't pursue it
Just because that is my weakness and my disadvantage to it
But I will be spitting this bars till I see you dancing to it
Man I just came to far entertainment is my pa**ion the same as its yours
So let me aim at the stars let me shine my light like I came with the stars
Touch the heart of a kid with the same life I had
I use to fight my dad had my knife in hand as I sliced and stabbed
Into the veins coz the pains were all types of bad
All my nights were sad so I would like to add
It was expected of me to turn out a psychopath didn't turn out quite too bad
But if you're that kid today if u feel like all you're chances had just slipped away
You know its okay it takes u just to say
Though I'm soaking and mourning the hope isn't gone
Cos God is who I'm focusing on
(Hook Lyle)
I can't believe I believe in myself that I see in myself
What God sees in me
But I believe if you believe in yourself you can see in yourself
What you need to be
Way back this lady Carmen mad an alarming statement
Commentating something that had me complicating
For as long as I was going to do this songs I needed
To be aware that outside a storm was waiting
The most promising dominating artist born to make it
The least they had was what I lacked was a dialect
Something I couldn't expect what exactly did I expect
Why was I mad I spoke as I did why was that
Coz I was coming from nothing busting my a** off just to be something
But was it just common for someone to give a comment
When they hear a song and say something negative on it
But they don't always look to all it took you to could've done it
I was willing to give it all to see it fulfilling to see millions
Of people throwing their hands to the ceiling
Till it asked for my soul to have a spot for the sk**est
For the sake to be popular na not for the villians
I refuse to be milquetoast but to be filled with hope
And get into k**er mode Can't make if its still a joke
Like back then when my black pen were my best friend
And my actions were affecting my perfection so I questioned
Is it destiny if Loony was just a name and the G stood for nothing
As long as I believed this songs in this book were nothing
Then everything I said would've just been stupid bluffing
Hes moving up and there's nothing you can do to stop him