Lyle - Believe lyrics

Vers 1: Loony G) Its hard for me part of me could not believe that I could be Marvellous mark this words as you start this beat My soul ignite this flow and the fullness of my heart will speak Till ur amazed with my tactics till ur just facing the facts that I have changed and adabted this flow yeah just like the ways of an addict I always make it a habit I always stay so fanatic Some may say that I am mad cos of conversations I'm having With my damn self its motivational patterns Like padding myself on the back cos there was never No one who thought i could ever get any better coz never Did any of my songs matter coz everything sounded like ba bla da bla da ba bla da Instead of me giving up I put mind over matter climbing that ladder Of success and that's when I were no longer the guy to waver The guy so shy and wayward whenever I try to say words Or apply to paper (what I felt inside) I laid wide awake coz I couldn't find my saviour Believe me I have laboured but now I'm tired waiting No one to come to my aid so man am I a failure? No it can't be to flow and emcee is my entire nature I debated Whether or not I was better if I was never on top to k** a dying nation At the expense of my soul yo are you buying Satan Na I'm letting my star shine for God coz I'm highly favoured (Hook Lyle) I can't believe I believe in myself that I see in myself What God sees in me But I believe if you believe in yourself you can see in yourself What you need to be (verse 2 Loony G) Moving up without a chance of losing I will be knocking on this door till some1 answers to me Forget that anxious dude who's on and only plan was losing Cos man I snapped outta that now they don't know how to act Its so damn confusing how a man can use his Circumstances how ever bad it use to be and vanquish to it The only way I can do it is if Gods hand is to it So I'm not an English student. Don't speak this language fluent Doesn't mean I can't love music or can't pursue it Just because that is my weakness and my disadvantage to it But I will be spitting this bars till I see you dancing to it Man I just came to far entertainment is my pa**ion the same as its yours So let me aim at the stars let me shine my light like I came with the stars Touch the heart of a kid with the same life I had I use to fight my dad had my knife in hand as I sliced and stabbed Into the veins coz the pains were all types of bad All my nights were sad so I would like to add It was expected of me to turn out a psychopath didn't turn out quite too bad But if you're that kid today if u feel like all you're chances had just slipped away You know its okay it takes u just to say Though I'm soaking and mourning the hope isn't gone Cos God is who I'm focusing on (Hook Lyle) I can't believe I believe in myself that I see in myself What God sees in me But I believe if you believe in yourself you can see in yourself What you need to be Way back this lady Carmen mad an alarming statement Commentating something that had me complicating For as long as I was going to do this songs I needed To be aware that outside a storm was waiting The most promising dominating artist born to make it The least they had was what I lacked was a dialect Something I couldn't expect what exactly did I expect Why was I mad I spoke as I did why was that Coz I was coming from nothing busting my a** off just to be something But was it just common for someone to give a comment When they hear a song and say something negative on it But they don't always look to all it took you to could've done it I was willing to give it all to see it fulfilling to see millions Of people throwing their hands to the ceiling Till it asked for my soul to have a spot for the sk**est For the sake to be popular na not for the villians I refuse to be milquetoast but to be filled with hope And get into k**er mode Can't make if its still a joke Like back then when my black pen were my best friend And my actions were affecting my perfection so I questioned Is it destiny if Loony was just a name and the G stood for nothing As long as I believed this songs in this book were nothing Then everything I said would've just been stupid bluffing Hes moving up and there's nothing you can do to stop him